Trust me; I remember you. I remember every lie you ever told me. I remember when you and I were watching a movie, and you had to leave for a while, and came back only minutes later to tell me how much you loved me, and that I would see you again soon.
I remember when you told me that I was a piece of your heart that you could never lose or never replace. I remember when you'd lay in bed with me for hours, your cold skin soothing the heat of the summer from my body. I remember how you were always cold. I remember every time you tucked my hair behind my ears, every time you sat on the steps with me in silence. I remember every time you said you loved me and every time you said you cared.
Then, I remembered when your brother told me that you changed your mind- how something was different. Then I remember you holding her like you held me. I remember when you and her sat in the living room, talking about marriage and children. I remember when you fucked her on the floor of the living room, while I was in the next room, hearing every little noise that you made, and every whimper that came from her. I remember when you tried to fool around with her, right in front of me. I remember when you fucked her right in front of me too. I remember when you ripped my heart out- when I asked you to stop torturing me. You did stop for a second, but then continued on, giving her pleasures that I would never see.
I remember when you broke her heart too. I remember when you didn't fight for her. I remember when you didn't fight for me. I remember when you didn't do anything at all. I remember when you said, "Soon."
I remember everything about you, from the mole on your chin to the one on your back, the one on your inner thigh and the slight curve in your chest. I wish I could forget it all, but I will always remember how cold you are.